I was outside without a coat today! And I raked all of the winter debris out of my little garden and noticed all the tiny green buds of things starting to grow there. And I planted some pretty pansies to cheat a little because I don’t want to keep waiting for that first bloom. My witchy hands were happy to be in the earth.
I feel a little more like myself, we opened all the windows to get some fresh air in the house. He caught me half dressed and I teased him a little. He said it was nice to see my smile.
It finally feels like Spring.
Bunny and Pansies by Gorty
(It went really well. I somehow found all the right words. Thank you all so much for your support, it truly got me through the day.)
Today I took a really
big giant step in dealing with my recent family drama.
And I went to yoga for the first time in a long time.
Both of these were painful things. And brave things. And not-easy-to-do things.
But I did them.
And now I would just like to curl up in someone’s lap and be very little and talk about giant flamingos and flying hippos and trivial things like how many kisses each cheek needs.